Sunday, January 22, 2012

MACAM MANA NI???

Kite tgh cuak.
Mcm mana niiii.
Tauffiq decided to come and see my prnts.
Maybe somewhere around this weekend.
Nk bgtau abah.
Tp mcm cuak plak.
Oh my.
Please like him daddy.
*finger crossed*
X(

Saturday, January 21, 2012

LEGA

Alhamdulillah.
Lega bila da ksik tau parents about my results.
Well they made me feel like I still do hv hope.
:')
Xtau la mcm mana nk ckap how glad I am to hv parents like them.
They are super awesome!
Tho I buat prangai mcm mana pn they wouldn't ditch me.

And when we talked about my studies.
They supported me.
Told me how much potential I hv.
Which made me feel like not disappointing them once again.
Siap tgk syllabus blaja lg haa.
Wlpn dorg xamk MECHY mcm kite.
Dorg still find ways to help me.
Bila dpat tahu kite blaja MATLAB n I didn't score.
Punya la smangat nk aja.
Rupanya prnts kite tere bnyk bnde wlpn kite xtahu.
Punya la brsungguh nk bia kite pham programming.
Hee.
Comel plak UMMI ABAH ni.
Lama kot xde prasaan mcm ni.
Last time mse nk SPM.
Sbb kite suka ADDMATH.
And my mother is a math genius!
Hee.
She helped me a lot til I finally became the best student.
Thank you UMMI.
:)

Wake up, Sakinah!
Kau kne struggle lbih tahun ni.
InsyaAllah you can make it thru.
Nothing is impossible.
1st class honors can be in ur hands if u put more EFFORT.
:)

May 2012 be a better year for us all.
Aminn.
:)

Eh bnyk plak snyum dlm post ni.
Tp btul2 snang hati skrg ni.
Hee.

That's all for the time being.
Chiao!

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

KECEWA

YA RABBI.
Kecewanya kite.
Tp sbnarnya ni bkn la dugaan trbsa utk diri sndri.
Cuma btul la.
Dlm mmbina suatu prhubungan kite perlu jujur antara satu sama lain.

Knapa lpas da lama mcm ni baru nk bgtahu kite smua ni.
Apa sbnarnya yg awk nk dr kite.
Kite xpham.

Sanggup awk buat kite mcm ni.
Wlpn kite xsbijak mana tp awk xde hak nk mainkn prasaan org.
Kite keliru.
Kite kecewa.
Kite xnk ditipu lg.
Ckup la dgn drama king yg kite pnah knal sblum ni.
Xkn awk pn sama mcm org tu.
Pdahal awk tahu kisah silam kite kn.

I can't think straight.
I really thought we could make this thru.
Kekalkn hbungan ni.
Tp bila da jd mcm ni.
Kite xtahu la brapa lama lg kite akn brtahan.

I just hope that God will help me.
If he's really the one for me.
If we are really meant for each other.
Help us thru this.
And if he's not.
Then we'll let go n find our own ways.
:'(